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Saturday, May 25th, 2002
2:30 pm - hold me now, i'm six feet from the edge
Hola. Well kids, in just a few days I am headed out on quite a trip...literally and metaphorically. As I look back at the last year of my life, and look into the immediate future, I am so proud of how things have gone, and how they are shaping up to go.

Now, more than ever, is when I need your prayers, good vibes, and support. I wish I could fly you all out to be with me for the next two weeks...unfortuantely my credit card DOES have a limit. :0) So, I'll just be pretending you're all there.

My love of music consumes me right now - and I am so happy this is the route I have chosen for my life. I know that whatever happens in the years to come, I will always first and foremost be a musician. It is what pours through my veins.

Hope you all are ready for summer sun and relaxtion. Hug a friend, plant a tree, revel in freedom and happiness. May we all at some point realize how truly blessed we are. Peace. JH

PS. I'll try to check in when I can, I'll be away for awhile.

current mood: thankful
Saturday, May 18th, 2002
12:01 am - bla
well folks, i'm off to minneapolis in about 5 hours. guess i ought to sleep. hope to see some of you at the show. i'll be back wednesday. wish me luck! :0) jh
Tuesday, May 14th, 2002
8:33 pm - but i've never been wooed by a letter
Greetings lads and lassies. How goes it?

I just got finished up with a productive band practice. I've got a show Thurs that I'm very excited about.....and I'll be even more excited if it doesn't rain. Hmm. At least the stage is covered.

I'm thinking I need to pack tomorrow, because I won't have time the rest of the week. I leave for Minneapolis on Saturday, and come home Thursday. I'm stoked for my show Sun, and to see friends. I am not stoked for the drive. But I have suffered through the state of Iowa many times before, I will do it again. :0)

I've been absent a lot lately. I promise I'm being active. Very, very active. Maybe you will all be present for the exploding of my head. Ahaha. *grin* I'll try to post again before I leave. Lovin to you all. JH

current mood: what?
Wednesday, May 1st, 2002
4:27 pm - that i would be good even if i did nothing
Ouch. I am in pain. I went tanning today and managed to get a sunburn on my a**. Nice one, Jess.

It's currently yucky and rainy here. I'm getting ready to go spend some time with my cousin. I'm quite excited because I have two dear friends coming to visit me next week. That will be a nice break from insanity...er, something like that. :0)

I'm just sitting here realizing that my upcoming shows are growing closer by the second. I can't believe it's May 1st. Where does time go? Today kicks off my month of madness. I'm ecstatic.

Hope all is well in the world. JH

current mood: anxious
Sunday, April 21st, 2002
12:31 am - *ahem*
Ladies and gentlemen, I have an announcement to make. Today, the 21st of April, 2002, is a very special day. Nineteen years ago the world embraced one of the raddest chicks to ever come out naked and screaming. Her name is Alyssa. So, I'd just like to take a moment and say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA! I LOVE YOU MUCHLY.

And that is all I have for today folks. But really, who needs much more than that?

current mood: happy
Saturday, April 13th, 2002
1:33 am - so i had the coolest day
I woke up this morning, so tired and just wanting to go back to sleep. I flip on the radio and hear something about front row Alanis tickets. I'm like, hi, I would be in heaven if I had those. But I never win anything from the radio, so nice try. Then I hear more about the contest. Those in the area who knew someone famous were to have the celeb call in and the person getting the biggest celeb to call won. I was like holy hell, I might have a chance.

The people calling in were calling with local "celebs". I was like, ha, got you beat. So I made the decision to call poor Chelle at 5:30 am her time. Luckily, she is the coolest friend in the world, and was actually completely humored by the whole situation. So we schemed, we giggled, and we called.

AND I WON! FRONT ROW ALANIS! I LOVE LOVE LOVE ALANIS!

I am so excited I could pee my pants. But I won't. Lol. So anyway, my day was really cool. And the station loved me because I got Chelleness to call, and they like want me to send a cd of mine to them. Lol. I scored. So yeah. Happy girl right here. I'm tired so I'm going to sleep all day tomorrow to kill all chances of getting sick again. Yay. That's all for now. Peace. JH

current mood: bouncy
Wednesday, April 10th, 2002
11:39 pm - 4am we ran a miracle mile
I am tired. Blech. I can't ever sleep, and when I can, I don't get enough of it. But what else is new, right? I don't have anything interesting to say today (like i ever do, heh), but I just thought I should post and say I'm alive, since I haven't in awhile. Mayer is Monday, not sure if I'm going yet, but I hope so. His shows are fantastic. Well, that's about it for now. More later. JH

current mood: exhausted
Sunday, April 7th, 2002
11:54 pm - mmm surveys
Eveyone thank my Twin for the spankin new colors and icon. Woohoo! And thank you to my Twin for satisfying my survey craving. Does she take care of me or what?

1. WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR LJ USERNAME?
um, that's pretty obvious.

2. NAME FIVE [5] OF YOUR FAVORITE PIG-OUT FOODS.
anything Little Debbie, ice cream, chocolate chip granola bars, oatmeal chocolate chip cookies, strawberry cake

3. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A MAKEOVER?
lol, no, not a real one. but i make myself over all the time. heh.

4. NAME ALL MEMBERS OF THE BEATLES.
john, paul, ringo, and george

5. WHAT'S THE LONGEST TIME YOU'VE STAYED OUT OF THE COUNTRY/WHERE?
hmm, i guess a week, in mexico

6. ONE THING YOU'RE GRATEFUL FOR, TODAY.
a sense of humor

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HIGH SCHOOL MEMORY?
now that's tough. i didn't like high school, lol. i guess probably my performances, those were fun

8. WHAT IS THE MOST INSANE THING YOU'VE DONE FOR/TO YOUR CRUSH THAT HE/SHE MIGHT NOT/MIGHT KNOW ABOUT?
not really anything psychotic, that i can remember. there are many songs written for boys who don't know about them. :-)

9. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM WEDDING.
marrying my soul mate.

10. WOULD YOU EVER JOIN TEMPTATION ISLAND?
ahaha. maybe, if i was really bored and didn't give a rat's ass about the person i was seeing.

11. NAME THREE [3] TEACHERS YOU LIKED IN HIGH SCHOOL/ELEMENTARY.
mrs. cyr, mrs. blay, mr. hankins

12. DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE QUOTE? WHAT IS IT?
i could never pick a favorite quote. one i like right now is, "it is the not being with you that would force my heart to beat forever.

13. MY FIRST HEARTBREAK HAPPENED WHEN I WAS:
gaa, I don't know. i'm so overemotional, i'm "heartbroken" a lot. lol. the most significant thus far was probably about 2 years ago.

14. THE SCHOOL PICTURE YOU BURIED IN YOUR BOTTOM DRAWER?
i don't bury gross pictures, i throw them away. muaha

15. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD PREFERENCES? WHAT ARE THEY?
not sure if i'd call them weird, no. i just like what i like.

16. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
why they have such poor self-esteem. seriously, even the egotistic ones, they just act that way to make up for insecurities.

17. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?
i have a couple.

18. NAME ONE TV CHARACTER YOU'D MOST WANT TO BE.
lorelai gilmore. she friggin rules.

19. IF YOU WERE FAMOUS, AND WERE TO BE A GUEST ON A TALK SHOW, WHOSE SHOW WOULD YOU CHOOSE? WHY?
dave letterman, so i could flash him like drew did. muaha

20. DO YOU HAVE ANY WEIRD SLEEPING HABITS?
no, not really. i sleep best on my stomach. and i have to have a LOT of fluffy blankets and pillows.

21. WHAT DO YOU PLAN TO DO THIS SUMMER?
i believe that is up in the air at this point in time. lol

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
toss up between "hands clean" and stevie ray's version of "little wing"

24. WRITE A LINE FROM ANY SONG.
i'll never trust my pink fleshy heart to a carrnivore

25. DO YOU KNOW AT LEAST ONE DISNEY SONG BY HEART? WHICH ONE?
are you kidding? i know most disney songs by heart. lol

26. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM HOUSE.
southwestern style, on a ranch

27. YOUR TYPICAL SLEEPWEAR:
a tee and boxers

28. WHAT'S IN YOUR BAG?
my wallet, pens, paper, cell, sunglasses, misc. change

29. WHAT'S IN YOUR WALLET?
drivers liscense, misc business cards, price chopper card, library card, insurance card, debit card, blockbuster card, blood donor card. (notice the lack of MONEY)

30. HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR WALLET RIGHT NOW?
ahaha NONE

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PAIR OF SHOES?
my blue tennis shoes with silver sparkles and my steve madden boots

32. IF YOU COULD'VE GONE TO YOUR SENIOR PROM IN A DIFFERENT OUTFIT, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i went to prom three years in a row, and i adored my dress each time

33. HOW WAS YOUR SENIOR PROM?
my senior prom sucked because my date sucked. and so did sadie's. so we pretty much chilled together the whole time. lol. my junior prom sucked too. but i got to go to my then-boyfriend's senior prom when i was a sophomore. that was a blast

34. TELL US ABOUT ANY OF YOUR BIRTHDAYS.
my 18th birthday was awesome. i went to get my first tatt with my dad and erik, and when we got home, there was a gigantic surprise party waiting for me. and i got my pretty purple princess, aka, my strat :-)

35. WOULD YOU RATHER BE A HOBBIT, AN ELF OR A DWARF?
a dwarf. the sleepy one. :-)

36. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FIVE THINGS YOU WOULD SPLURGE ON IF YOU WERE A BILLIONAIRE?
guitars, gifts for my family and friends, a car, a house

37. WHAT IS YOUR DAILY BEFORE-GOING-TO-BED RITUAL?
brush teeth, change, put on some music

38. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST/FUNNIEST NICKNAME ANYONE HAS EVER CALLED YOU?
gecka. my cousin sam couldn't say jessica when she was little, so she called me gecka, and it stuck. lol

39. NAME THREE [3] OF YOUR FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS.
i don't know

40. WHAT ARE THE MAGAZINES YOU READ ON A REGULAR BASIS?
rolling stone, in style, people, the occasional cosmo

Do you know your bloodtype?
why yes i do. it is O +

Any interesting things your name spells with the letters rearranged?
not one word, but you can make ice, ass, and ace for sure. lol

Do you know anyone with the same first name as you?
that's a dumb question. of course i do

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
I know a bunch of people with the l e e spelling, and i few l e i g h

Do you know anyone (unrelated) that has the same last name as you?
yes i do, there was a ben harp in my class, no relation

Do you have any weird nicknames that only your family calls you?
nothing weird. my mom and my sister call me sis

Do you collect anything?
elvis stuff

What is your most treasured item?
my pillow i got when i was a baby, my guitars

What's your earliest memory?
being attacked by a dog when i was three. lol

Who was your hero when you were a child?
my mom

Any last words?
marry me gunz.

current mood: relaxed
Wednesday, April 3rd, 2002
12:13 am - no one knows except for both of us
Wow. I just found the most beautiful live version of "Hands Clean." It's slower, and just really intimate, and it got to me a lot more than the thousands of times I've heard it on the radio. I mean, it actually brought tears. Of course, I'm sure that has nothing to do with the fact that I'm overemotional right now. Lol. I guess it just hit home. Hmm, now that could start rumers. No, I'm not dating an associate who is 20 years my senior. Heh. But it still holds a lot of truth. And I love Alanis once again. Must get the album, if I ever am not dirt poor. Don't see that happening soon though.

Things are kind of boring right now, but I keep telling myself to enjoy the boredom, because I'll probably miss it one day. I am looking forward to Mayer in Kansas in two weeks. It's sold out, but if luck is on my side, I'll get to go. :0) Note to self: must steer clear of Matt the crazy guitarist. *giggle*

Um, I think I'll go do useful things now. Like, drop in at the MB, because I'm lost with what's going on. Did I mention I am a songwriting machine these days? I seriously have way more than enough material for a new full album. It's mad. I want to share with you all so bad. Anyhow. Hope all is well. JH

current mood: nostalgic
Friday, March 29th, 2002
10:47 pm - your hands are in my hair but my heart is in your teeth
Howdy. Sorry for the long pause there guys. Being in Arizona, lying in the sun day after day, I just had no interest to spend time inside hunched over the computer! :0)

I am home now and busy busy, as usual. Gearing up for some fun festivities in the coming months. I've got a gigantic show here in April, and shows in Minneapolis, Vegas, and LA in May. Yipee! So while things may seem slow, they're actually moving along nicely. I'll keep you updated as things happen.

Currently I'm hanging out here in KC, making some extra dough, what not. I believe I'll be taking a trip to LA around the end of April, but until then, I'll be here working away. It's so wonderful to see so many new people over at the message board...I can't keep up anymore! And I've been getting mounds of e-mail lately, with not much time to respond...so I apologize if you sent me an e-mail in 1876 and haven't gotten a reply yet. I'm not ignoring you, just really busy. Lol.

Hope all is well in the world! Love you muchly. JH

current mood: accomplished
Wednesday, March 20th, 2002
3:56 pm - so i'm a little left of center
Hi people. I'm headed to the airport in like 2 hours, just wanted to drop in and say hey. I'm going to Arizona for a little while, but have no fear, I'll still be around. :0)

Hope all is well in the world. Wish me a happy flight. Did I ever mention I hate flying? Ahaha. Oh well. JH

current mood: indifferent
Saturday, March 16th, 2002
6:11 pm - and fate has lead you through it
Hello all. How goes it? I just woke up from a splendid nap. I have a tummy ache today, icky. There are about 5464233 things I should be doing, but nothing that I want to do. So, tonight is going to be pretty low key. I pulled out some Sarah McLachlan today, and am currently remembering why I love her so. For this, right here, if nothing else:

a glowing ember, burning hot, burning slow
deep within i'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you
i know i can't be with you
i do what i have to do

i have the sense to recognize
that i don't know how to let you go


Well, I mean, I love her for a million reasons. This one just strikes a chord today. Anywho. My dear Lyssa sent me a survey, so here ya go. It's relatively short, I promise.

01. name? Jessica
02. d.o.b.? 2-3-82
03. location? Missouri
04. religion? Christian
05. occupation? professional heartbreaker. ahaha, what? where did that come from?

APPEARANCE
01. hair? boring. i'm bored. i'm doing something new.
02. eyes? blue. ooo, i'm getting new contacts and glasses on monday. yipee!
03. height? 5'4

RIGHT NOW
01. wearing? jeans and a tee and flip flops. mmm, flip flops
02. listening to? sarah
03. thinking of? him. and my tummy ache.
04. feeling? happy and sad.

LAST THING YOU...
01. bought? taco bell
02. did? changed the water in my fishbowl. yes, he's still alive. can't really believe it.
03. ate & drank? diet dr. pepper and peanut butter & jelly
04. read? e-mail
05. watched on tv? ahaha. sadie and i watched stand up comedy all night last night. ahahah oh man. my face still hurts.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. kill? nobody
02. shag? ahaha.
03. slap? myself
04. hear from? i don't like these questions. lol
05. get really wasted with? well let's see. temple? ahaha. yes, temple.
06. tickle? i don't friggin know.
07. look like? no one. i don't want to look like anyone.
08. be like? myself.
09. avoid? the boogie monster

Ok. I'm going to do something productive now. I shall return. Peace. JH

current mood: naughty
Thursday, March 14th, 2002
1:29 am - ahhhhh
There is so much fun involved in waiting for a phone call, let me tell you. And I am always instructed to wait for these calls so late at night. *glares at the phone* Ring, stupid phone.

Anywho. I'd love to tell you all how amazingly exciting my life is. Nope, not the case. In fact, it's all quite irritating right now. But, I am ok. Let me tell you why. Because something amazing happened to me in the past month. I began to see my future so clearly. I see who I am, who I will be, and realized what it is in life that truly means something to me, what I care about, and what I don't. And I am happy. Forget all of the question marks, forget all of the unknowns. I know who I am. And I'm happy to be alive.

That is all for now. Back to staring at the phone. JH

current mood: anxious
Monday, March 11th, 2002
12:27 am - it always comes around back to you.
Howdy ladies and gents. I do apologize for my lack of internet presence. I had a crazy week, ending with a fantastic show. We had a great turn out, and I was pleased with the performace, despite still being sick. Thanks Corinne for coming out, and for your kind words on the MB. I'm so glad you made it. :0)

On the career front, the wheels are still turning. Not much that I'm able to comment on, but I can assure you all is going well, and I have a good feeling that 2002 is going to be a magical year for me. Whether it be stepping further into the business, or just growing as a musician, I'm pleased with how things are going so far, and am optimistic things will stay on the right track. Whoa, I sound like a horoscope. I apologize. I've been reading up on the stars lately. Have I ever mentioned I'm an astrology nut, and that my forecasts are almost always right? It's kind of creepy actually. Heh.

On the personal front, I'm feeling ok. I'm at the tail end of my cold, so I'm lots better, but still not healthy. I just need a few more days of sleeping in, which I plan on getting. I've been kind of mopey all week, as I've managed to find myself in the most difficult "romantic" situation I've ever experienced. At least I'm making good use of it and writing new songs like crazy. I'd probably not have commented on that at all, but a journal is for recording thoughts, and he has been consuming most of mine lately. So, sorry. I'll try to refrain from emotional babble as the story unfolds.

Hope all is dandy. Will check in again soon. JH

current mood: content
Wednesday, March 6th, 2002
7:29 pm - Because I know you're all just dying for another survey
Thanks to Chrissy for this one. I had to shorten it though. Time to eat.

*~*~Info about you~*~*
Full Name: JESSICA LEIGH HARP
Age: 20
Where do you live: In a house. And it's a very very very fine house.
Where else have you lived: In other houses. And occasional hotel rooms. Heh.
Where were you born: That would be, in a hospital for $200, Jay.
Hair color: Multi-shaded blonde
Hair length: Uh....long? No, no. Really long.

*~*~Favorites~*~*
Day of the week: I don't know. They all seem to mesh together lately.
Word: Serendipity.
Brand of shoes: Steve Madden
Room in your house: Mine.
Pizza Topping: Canadian bacon.
State: California and Hawaii
Letter: Q
Number: 9346347380203.028
Vacation spot: Probably some place I haven't been yet.
Cereal: Well that's like asking what my favorite song is. Today I loveGolden Grahams.

*~*~This or That~*~*
Red or Blue: Red
Pretzels or Potato Chips: Pretzels
Jeans or Khakis: Jeans
Comedy or Drama: BEN STILLER
Computer or TV: Computer
Breakfast or Dinner: Breakfast.
Strong or weak: Strong
Funny or hilarious: HYSTERICAL
Summer or winter: Summer
Dog or cat: Cat
Walk or run: Depends on the shoes I'm wearing.
Hail or sleet: Sleet
Coffee or tea: Coffee. I hate tea. Blech.
Hamburgers or hotdogs: Mmm. Hotdogs
Rich and dumb or Poor and smart: Poor and smart. That's me.
Markers or colored pencils: Markers
Mercedes or BMW: Mercedes
Land or water: Water
Sneeze or cough: Sneeze. I'm so sick of coughing
Truth or dare: Double dare.
Drummers or guitar players: Oh, now that's rough. Because I've loved both. Lol. But I'm going to have to go with guitar players. Mmmuahaha

*~*~Which way would you spell it~*~*
Megan or Meghan: Meghan
Lacey or Lacy: Lacie
Steven or Stephen: Steven
Kurt or Curt: Kurt. Hi Uncle Kurt. Hehe.
Mark or Marc: Marc. I had a boyfriend named Mark once. Definitely Marc. Teehee.
Brandi or Brandy: Brandi
Eric or Erik: ERIK. Hi Erik!!! :-)
Corrine or Carine: Corrine
Kari or Carrie: Cari
Jackie or Jackqui: Jacquelyn
Deseray or Desirae: Desiree
Ashley or Ashleigh: Ashleigh
Their or there: There
Two, too, or to: Two
Here or hear: Hear

*~*~Love life~*~*
Do you have a crush: That's for me to know, and you to ponder.
Whats his or her name: I temporarily forgot.
How old are they: Old enough.
How long have you liked him or her: Not long enough
Do you think there is a person for everyone: I sure do.
Have you ever been in love: Yup.
What do you think love is: It's something that can't be described with words. Words are too plain.
When was your first kiss: Like, 5th grade. Teehee.

*~*~Past~*~*
First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Coffee
Last thing you said: "Hey, Annie."
Last song you sang: A new one I wrote, called "Parallel."
Last meal you ate: A couple of Chicken McNuggets
What did you hate most about school: Most of it.
Last person you flipped off: No one in particular, I was telling a story.
Last song stuck in your head: </i>"Comfortable," Mayer. Stupid, stupid Mayer and his terribly lovable songs.</i>
What line/verse: The whole thing
Last time you bled: I don't remember, actually. I did however get my face slammed in one of the doors on Michelle's bus. Lol. Left quite a bump, and a pretty bruise, but no bleeding. Ahhh, I'm a moron.

*~*~Present~*~*
What's in your CD player: Stevie Ray Vaughan, The Sky Is Crying
What color sox are you wearing: No socks. I just got a pedicure, yipee. Foxy hot pink toenails.
What's under your bed: Dust, I assume. I don't go under there. That's where the little green men live.
What's the weather like: Paradise. It's so great outside today.
What time did you wake up today: Late. I'm still sick. I think it was like, 11:00am.
Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: Pretty much on time, I've been sleeping late all week.

*~*~Future~*~*
Who do you want to marry: Someone nice.
What is your career going to be: A very poor musician. Lol
Where are you going to live: On a ranch, with a cowboy.
How many kids do you want: Six or seven

*~*~Other~*~*
Do you like your handwriting: Sometimes. It's kinda messy
If you could be anybody, who would you be and why: I like being myself.
What superhero would you be: I wouldn't be a good superhero.
Are you picky: When it comes to food, yes.
What makes you cry: Being lonely, or stressed.
What makes you mad: People who assume they know everything about everything.
Do you believe in heaven: Sure do.
Do you believe in God: Absolutely
When you get mad, do you swear a lot: I swear a lot regardless. Bad, bad habit.
Got milk: Not at the moment, but I'll take some if you're offering.
Do you have a magic 8 ball: Used to
Ever worn black nail polish: Yup. That's what color my toenails were a few hours ago.
Do you have your own tv and vcr: Yep.
Do you believe in fate: Um, serendipity is my favorite word. Hello.
Do you see dead people: I've been cured.
Are you a good speller: Most of the time. Except for late at night.
What is your last name backwards?: Prah
Monday, March 4th, 2002
12:41 am - Not much else to say.
I'm really tired. And really sick. Why must my immune system suck so immensely? I had practice pretty much allllll dddaaaayyy looongggg. So, my voice is shot. Let's hope things improve before Sat.

Hope everyone had a dandy day. Word. JH

Oh PS. I've heard from a couple of people that I should check out Kasey Chambers. Well, my dad bought her record today, and it is fantastic. I urge you to take a listen. :-)

current mood: tired
12:37 am - Survey SAYS!
~*~* NAMES *~*~
1.What is your real, full name?
Jessica Leigh Harp
2.What other names were your parents thinking about for you?
Well, it was going to be after an Allman Brothers song, so the other choice was Magnolia. Lol
3.If you had been born of the opposite gender, what was your name going to be (according to your parents)?
Jesse Ryan
4. What does your name mean (if you know)?
It means "wealthy" and "grace of God"
5. Do you like your name?
I do, but it's too common
6. Do you know anyone else with your name?
Um, yeah. Heh.
7. If you could change your name, what would it be to?
Not sure. Something original.
8. What is coolest name of someone you know?
Sadie's real first name is Sadira, and I really love that.

~*What's/Who's the last.........*~
book you read:
How To Negotiate A Record Contract. Lol. I need to read more often.
song you heard:
"Not Pretty Enough" Kasey Chambers
CD you listened to:
A mixed one that I made
person you kissed:
Ahahahaha. I don't believe I'll answer that.
celeb you fancied:
It's all about Hartnett right now. I have to see his movie this week man.
person you hugged:
My mommy.
person you talked to:
Sadie.
song you sang:
"Sound of Goodbye" I had band practice this evening.
magazine you read:
Ahh, geez. No clue.
time you said 'biffed':
Ahahahaha, oh man. I honestly can't remember ever saying that. But I'm about to start. Lol.
you saw a guy wearing heels:
Muahaha. I don't know. You'd think I would remember, huh?
said I love you:
Sadie and my mom.

~~Write the first lyrics that pop into your head from each group/artist mentioned~~

1)Nsync- "Tired of feeling all around me animosity."

2)John Mayer- "She says the bible is all that she reads, and prefers that I not use profanity. Your mouth was so dirty."

3)Ben Folds Five- "Here I am, sad and free. I can't cry, and I can't see what I've done."

4)Britney Spears- "I'm not that innocent." Ahaha.

5)Jay Z- "Fo shizzle my nizzle used to dribble down in VA." Word.

6)Aerosmith- "Say you're leavin on the 7:30 train and that you're headed out to Hollywood."

7)The Beatles- "Let it be."

8)Dixie Chicks- "I wanna be the only one for miles and miles. Except for maybe you, and your simple smile."

9)Beastie Boys- "See my chrome is shinin just like an icycle. I ride around town on my low rider bicycle."

10)Garth Brooks- "She's anything but typical. She's so unpredictable. Oh but even at her worst, she ain't that bad."

11)Jewel- "I am drifting without an anchor through your ambiguous region."

12)Fiona Apple- "You got your game, made your shot and you got away with a lot but I'm not turned on."

13)Beck- "In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey."

14)Tori Amos- "Some things are melting now."

15)Sublime- "I don't cry when my dog runs away, I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay."

16)Bob Dylan- "The winds of change are blowing wild and free. You ain't seen nothing like me yet."

17)Counting Crows- "This circus is falling down on its knees. Big top is crumbling down."

18)Eminem- "Will the real Slim Shady please stand up" Muaha.

19)Rolling Stones- "Childhood living is easy to do."

20)Kid Rock- "I guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like I am."

21)James Taylor- "As the moon rises he sits by his fire. Thinkin about women and glasses of beer."

22)Eric Clapton- "She puts on her make up and brushes her long blond hair."
Saturday, March 2nd, 2002
1:32 am - oh man
Well, had a bad day again. Thank you, Fuel. Heh.

My career is in kind of a weird spot at the moment. A lot of unresolved issues. And as we all know, I am probably one of the most impatient people in the world. So, I'm about to scratch my eyeballs out. Lol. Hopefully things will improve in the next couple of days, and I'll be able to see things more clearly.

On the upside. The CD's are in. A gigantic thanks to all the pre-orders. The checks have been deposited, and when they clear in a few days, your packages will be sent. So, be on the lookout for your merch next week.

I'm singing three songs tomorrow night at a benefit event. It's going to be interesting, considering I'm still sick, and when I sing, I lose my voice. Lol. Wish me luck. Hope all is well. Big smooches to you. JH

current mood: moody
1:27 am - i'd just like to say
CHRISSY RULES MY UNIVERSE

She directed me to a place overflowing with surveys. Ahaha. I'm in heaven.

full name: jessica leigh harp
age: 20
sign: aquarius (let's talk for a minute about how i am a TRUE aquarius, and my horoscopes are always right. it's freaky)
height: 5'4"
shoe size: 9
eyes: blue
hair: blonde
righty or lefty: righty


---on guys you prefer---

long or short hair: usually a bit longer
6 pac or muscular arms: i don't care about muscles
boxers or briefs: boxer briefs? ahaha
tall or short: taller than me, that's all that really matters
hair color: blonde or brown
eye color: blue
weakness: musicians
thing you notice first: eyes
more important: personality or looks? both. of course, i've dated guys who i thought were beautiful, but others thought weren't that attractive. i guess it's different strokes for different folks, right? lol
hat or visor or none: depends on the guy
good or bad guy: i like genuinely good guys with a rebellious side
sporty or preppy: neither.
piercings? sure, why not
tan or fair? some color is nice
rugged or into sports: rugged
shaved or scruffy: either
shy or outgoing: outgoing
spontaneous or planned out: both
beaters(tank tops) good or bad: again, depends on the guy. heh
biggest turn on: nice hands.
something you dont understand about guys: their frequent inability to share deep feelings
something you want guys to know: it's ok to be sensitive. lol


chocolate or white milk: mmm chocolate
favorite ice cream: peanut butter chocolate
root beer or dr. pepper: dr. pepper
sunshine or rain: rain
warm or cold: warm
day or night: night
sunset or sunrise: sunset
cd or radio: cd
frosting or sprinkles: frosting
cake or pie: cake
diamonds or pearls: diamonds are a girl's best friend? lol
silver or gold: silver
heath ledger or josh hartnett: ahhhhhhhh HARTNETT
do u sleep with a stuffed animal? yes, ma'am
do you have any piercings? sure do
tattoos? yup
water or snow: water
lake or ocean: both. i looooove water
do you keep up with your emails? (YOU SHOULD!) ummm, i try!


-------HAVE YOU EVER-------

gone skinny dipping: yup
bungi jumped: nope
gone sky diving: nope
committed a crime: nope
drank alcohol: yup
broken anything: yup
been in the hospital over night: yup
had braces: yup
had plastic surgery: yes. didn't you notice how large my breasts are? LOL. j/k
experienced love at first sight? nope
set anything on fire: um yeah. wood. lol
laughed so hard that what u were drinking spewed out your nose? oh yes. milk. ick.


---FAVORITES---

color: purple
day: friday
season: summer and fall. but i love spring too. lol. everything but winter
thing to do on a date: i really don't like "dates" that much. i like just being with someone i care about, and going where the wind takes us
way to kiss: softly
thing to do during the summer/winter: in the summer, roam around outside barefoot. in the winter...stay inside and wish it was warm. lol


---RANDOM---

one or 2 kleenex when u blow your nose: i think i used an entire box in the last 24 hours. lol
do u talk in your sleep: probably
sleep walk? no
dance in front of the mirror? no. i just stare in horror. lol
what song is stuck in your head right now: COMFORTABLE. john mayer, die. lol j/k
what time is it: 1:18 am
who's the best singer out of all of your friends: michelle. lol
do you like fish? not really
ever eaten dirt? um, NO
who do you tell your dreams to? my close friends
who's your best friend? i've got a couple
your crush: i'll never tell
how long have you liked that person? not long enough.
do you ever do spur-of-the-moment stupid things? all the time
ever bought something from victorias secret? i *heart* victoria's secret
Thursday, February 28th, 2002
5:41 pm - Our love was comfortable, so broken in....
Ahhh, Mayer. I have been listening to this stupid song for about 24 hours now. Lol.

I'm still sad today. So, I was reading Alyssa's journal, because that always makes me happy, and stumbled upon another survey. Muahah. So, here you go:

[ Name ] jessica
[ Birthday ] february 3rd
[ Sex ] female
[ Location ] kansas city


[ Four vacations you have taken ]
Hmmm, I'll pick the 4 most recent that I can think of.
01. michelle's tour, 8 states, I think
02. tulsa on new year's
03. minneapolis. well, that wasn't really a vacation. Lol
04. hawaii last august

[ Four beverages you drink frequently ]
01. Diet Coke
02. water
03. milk
04. coffee

[ Four tv shows that were on when you were a kid ]
01. rainbow brite
02. carebears
03. jem (YES alyssa, I am so there. lol)
04. muppets

[ Four places to go in your area ]
Um, KC sucks? Lol
01. Westport
02. Smithville lake
03. um...
04. hmmm

[ Four things to do when you're bored ]
01. take surveys? muaha
02. call my friends
03. watch movies
04. get into my car and just driiiive

[ Four things that never fail to cheer you up ]
01. singing/my guitar/music
02. alyssa's lj. heh
03. my sister
04. hot guitarists. muahaha

[ Four things you can't live without ]
01. family and friends
02. music
03. hot guitarists. lol
04. diet coke

[ About 20 years ago... ]
01. i entered the world screaming. heh
02. mullets were cool
03. hot pink stretch pants with layered socks. ahahaha
04. um, yeah, i was born?

[ About 10 years ago... ]
01. i was a dork. um, wait. i still am a dork
02. i don't know
03. i don't like this question
04. my brain is foggy. lol. nyquil

[ About 5 years ago... ]
01. i found out about jewel
02. i began pouring myself into a career in music
03. i was depressed, and i hated high school
04. ? who cares. it was 5 years ago

[ Today... ]
01. i'm sick
02. i miss my friends
03. i started a new song
04. i have to do homework. and then.....the new season of survivor starts. muahaha

[ Seven things you love ]
01. music/singing/writing
02. my guitar
03. my friends
04. my family
05. traveling/taking long drives
06. my kitties
07. hot guitarists? ahahaha

[ Seven things you astronomically dislike ] (sorry had to change it. lol. i can't use the word hate)
01. being sick
02. homework
03. hateful people
04. judgemental people
05. snakes
06. lack of sleep
07. being separated from loved ones

[ Seven things on your desk ]
01. candle
02. diet dr. pepper
03. cell phone
04. guitar strings
05. lotion
06. pictures
07. chapstick

[ Seven facts about you ]
01. i ramble too much (says annie)
02. i'm sick
03. i'm supposed to be doing homework right now
04. i have enough new material for a new full album
05. i'm cranky today
06. i'm hungry
07. i'm obsessed with john mayer's song "comfortable"

[ Top 7 things that turn you on about your sex of choice ]
01. blue eyes
02. good smile
03. sense of humor
04. plays mean guitar. ahaha
05. when someone is protective of me
06. free spirits


Okay. I'll write a real entry later. JH

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